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Palindrome
02:37
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I have unlearned now how to speak, noise falling flat and heavy
as I try to convey something, even the end will escape me.
This window pane is thick and white and I have looked at it for days.
This summer begins the same the last did, no movement and no one will ever change
To be forever stuck in my own doubt and worry that I will never be what I think I have lied and told everyone I was already
If I'm being honest everyone is always changing and I seem to be the only one with any trouble moving.
Why is so hard for me when everyone else leaves so easily and I am, I am still here?
I will always live in this cycle of fear destined to repeat and forget what got me here but everything is so familiar.
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State Park
02:41
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I wash the dishes with water that is too hot. I burn my hands.
Lately all that's been is passive neglect and I haven't learned how yet, to make it hurt less
when I am receding
And with lips bleeding I will push you from my life,
I will try, I will try.
With so little time it's hard to admit that it's all been a waste, but we were better off as strangers anyway.
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Drifting
04:16
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What has changed? Are you afraid of me? Now that you know every part, do I just look sickly?
Is it selfish to let you know me, when I know what a burden knowing can be? I will go back and forth till I am, outside in, a new man.
So no I am not angry, I just wish you would look at me honestly and say, say you're done.
Don't let this drag on another month. Just say, say you're done.
Because now I don't know who I am to you, so please, look at me,
look at me and then let me leave
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It Takes Everything
04:25
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I fall in so easily and it takes months to climb back out again and this time I just don't know if that's something I can do again.
I know I belong here at the bottom it is the only place that I feel safe. Because all that i have is myself, this is my only place.
I am sorry, that just couldn't make you happy, even thought it's all I wanted to do. And I am sorry that I just couldn't make you happy even though it's all I wanted to do.
I will never escape this cycle of thinking. I am my own desolation, I will create my own ending.
I could find a way to tell you, just to give you a chance to be honest and finally cold. But it doesn't matter because you will never the same that I do.
I am sorry that I just couldn't make you happy even though it's all I wanted to do. I am sorry that I just couldn't make you happy and now I mean nothing to you.
I fall in too easily and it takes everything to climb back out again. This time I just don't think that that is something I can do again.
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To Be Known
04:25
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Everything is bland and disappointing. And I am only every settling.
I am coming to terms that I will never buy a wedding dress. That I will never die and there is never an end to this.
Everything only passes while stay sitting alone. Waiting for better days, but I still don't know how to not get attached to any good that comes to me before it leaves.
I will try to go numb enter a dream state. Sliding through these endless days. I am coming to terms that I will never buy a wedding dress because I will never be loved in a way that I can trust.
So far all I know is that nothing is free, and if you are kind then I will owe you something.
So please do not touch me, I don't want to be known.
I will only ever feel safe if I am alone.
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faded home Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
Faded Home was started in 2019. Originally the solo project of Theo Cobb (they/them), over the years it has had a rotating cast of members and contributors.
Currently in a limbo of being local to DC and Philly.
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