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Blood Orange Blackberry
07:04
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You didn’t see I was Burning out
And how can I be angry that
You didn’t fix a problem You knew nothing about
The only one to blame is me
Maybe it was your job
To know when my head
Was spinning too fast
Come and help me
Settle back down
All the secrets I kept
Filled me at night
As I talked on the phone
Voice quieter than my breath
So you didn't hear
No you wouldn’t hear at all
No you never heard at all
You never said you would
Be angry, mad, or disappointed
So why did I feel like I had
To keep all this shit inside me
Only On my own
Now I’m always filled with doubt
That maybe I’m just pretending
My mind isn’t sick I’m just a disappointment
And my whole world is ending
I’ve hidden make face so many times
I don’t know what’s really me
All the people I reflect to ignore who I am
claiming another’s body
For the first time in my life
I am afraid of dying
Not sure if I want to live yet
But I hope I get credit for trying
Maybe you’ll never really know me
But I do think you tried
So one day maybe I can forgive you
And I can’t wait for that day to arrive
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Cinderblock
03:43
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It’s always quicker than you think
to pack away a home
Take every frame off the wall
Cardboard box pick up
Cinderblocks stand Tall
Removing myself
Was this empty the whole time
Knock down this place
I am not the ground
You find underneath
“We are not stable
Shifting light pours through
Refraction a shadow
Will leave when I go too
Nothing was ever mine “
Closed off at the open mic
The music plays I soften my gaze
As dark contrasts with light
Small specs burn back of my eyes
Passing along we are all the same
Making this white noise
I will never be
and have never been
We are not stable
Shifting light pours through
Refraction a shadow
Will leave when I go too
Nothing was ever mine “
I am not the ground underneath
No more houses
Just window panes
Pictures already fading in the sun
It is always going
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Lavender
03:15
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Everything was lavender
Now I never felt more alone
Than in that crowded room
Sitting on the hill of a blue house
Running my hands through the grass
Cars passing me now
You think I am wise
But it’s just a trick I play
Places where burns left
Wrinkled skin in their place
Don’t peel it back
It’s too smooth underneath
Everything will be clear
But I’m not ready to see
Sitting on the hill of a blue house
Running my hands through the grass
Cars passing me now
And everything
Was lavender
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faded home Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
Faded Home was started in 2019. Originally the solo project of Theo Cobb (they/them), over the years it has had a rotating cast of members and contributors.
Currently in a limbo of being local to DC and Philly.
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